Just Sing It-;

~~Friday, November 28, 2008~~

-11:23 PM

Smiles:))

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~~Thursday, November 13, 2008~~

-11:36 PM

I didnt wanna blog initially, but since i wont be blogging next week due to many reasons, i should do it today:) Estee finally get to eat her HOKKIEN MEE! LIKE SERIOUSLY FINALLY! whoots!!.
just something random : When it rains, it falls. Estee's in LOVE!! whoots!! not exactly, ever since i went Korea 2 years ago, about this time of the year, i would have 'love sick'. meaning, everything reminds me of Korea. even the night scene down Orchard road, rain drops falling on me, the cool breeze bruhes against my face, etc. haha, not that i actually experienced rain and stuffs, cos it's winter over there!!!

ok, Estee has serious stomache problem. SHOO! GO AWAY!!!!!!

p.s Crazy Love- DBSK!

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~~Sunday, November 9, 2008~~

-10:55 PM

Estee's powers are draining. maybe i'm too ambitious, maybe i should let other take over my mission. Smiling Hero is hibernating. 안 녕

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-7:35 PM

This year has been an eventful year for Estee. Well, i always thought that year 2008 will be a great year, since "8" is one of my favorite numbers. haha. well, not exactly great, since i've been a rollercoaster ride throughout this year.

Well, it's definitely a year where i find myself, find a new love, believe in a dream. of cos, i learnt many things. i learnt that Estee is someone whom doesnt get things easily, she has to work 101% in order to get 10% in return. haha. Yupps, kinda exaggerated but it's true. i always thought i can get what i want, but seriously, Estee's life aint that simple.

is Estee's existance really important to you? haha, not to me, even if i disappear, Sun still rises in the morning and sets in the evening. weeeeeee~ if anyone feels the same way as me, you are not normal. haha:))

Nonetheless, the love-y love-y feeling is getting into me, just by listening, looking and imagining, Estee's 'donald duck' never fails to make me smile. shucks, if only you know me.. :)

p.s stay with me...
shine your leaves

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~~Friday, November 7, 2008~~

-10:44 AM

People should be smarter. People should not complain. i have craving for hokkien mee ever since i learned that my project is on Food Republic. boo! Estee's hungry!

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-1:14 AM

Some people just got IT, while Estee just does not have it. Tough living in this world, aye? Suddenly after the first week of addiction, Estee's slowly giving up. whoots!!

Estee is slacking her life away. i probably need to get myself in reality! ahh! Estee seriously needa sharpen up. Estee wishes that she can be more discpline, but everyday, Estee feels she's unable to resist temptation. Heavenly Father...

Good Night Estee! stay away from iam-missymangohehehe.blogspot.com from now on. stay away from potential downloadable sites. stay away from youtube. stay away from everything except your studies. dun like history repeat itself. you promised some stuffs, you cant broke them. it's not fair to Him. have discipline, have faith!:)

Estee probably won't be blogging(hopefully), Estee might take down this blog:) HAHAHAHA!! one thing about listening to Korean lovey-emo song during this hour, makes you feel a little not-yourself. that's how Estee is feeling right now. somehow, everything feels so crappy. i wanna be at home everyday. sometimes, Estee wishes she doesnt need to get out of the house. i feel so detach from everything. should i pon school? haha. crazy.. maybe from toml onwards, i shall start revising my lecture notes. cos Estee is always doodling during lecture. Brain cells are dying everyday.

Estee is really typing alot, but i don't care. cos i cant write that much in my journal, my hand will just be dead. haha. i miss having personal and private time- Me, Heavenly Father, and Journal.AHH!! i feel guilty. ROAR! Estee is hungry!! Estee needs some love. c'mon, if you are in love, please spread some to me!!!:))

( Some people just got IT, while Estee just does not have it. Tough living in this world, aye? Suddenly after the first week of addiction, Estee's slowly giving up. whoots!! )

GOOD NIGHT ESTEE! GOOD MORNING MACY!

p.s 정말 괜찮아요?

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~~Tuesday, November 4, 2008~~

-11:15 AM

If Estee has to let go, i'll probably will. Estee feels weird today, without having plans planned out today.. i knew that, things wont go as smoothly today.. i just knew:)

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~~Monday, November 3, 2008~~

-11:25 PM

hahha. just realised that i have drawn the eyes with two sizes, big and small. but still acceptable, Lil Kay-Cee ya?:)) whoots!!! btw, the two 'thingys' on top of your head is supposedly MOUSEY ears. haha. something random:)

ok, Estee is really looking forward to toml.. heh, feel bad pon-ning vetting. but hey, it's not always Estee is that lucky to have VIP seats. ok, i 'm showing off but anyways, i wont be doing this often ya?:) Forgive Estee..

anyways, dearie GIRLS, do update me about Locking and Hip Hop 3 ya?:)) miss Estee toml, cos i surely will miss you girls!! I initially wanted to give up going to KF for dance instead, but BESTIE reminded me that it's a SUPER RARE time i can go and see see. so yupps:))

Well, thankies Heavenly Father, today wasnt so bad after all:) from monday BLUES to monday GREENS+PURPLES+GOLD! whoots!!!

p.s Baby don't cry- Namie Amuro

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~~Sunday, November 2, 2008~~

-10:54 PM

Ok, Estee is officially MAD. blogging again! whoots! Estee feels rather emo, right now right here, yo! Maybe Estee's kinda stressed. see, when you procrastinate till the last minute, you will definitely suffer like mad. i dun understand why cant i be more proactive, hardworking, discipline, blah blah. ah!!!

anyways, if you have ONE wish, what will you wish for?
Estee wishes that, no matter what, we don't get bodyaches:)) cos, when Estee is stressed, her body just aches so badly. ROAR!!

BESTIE, Princess Locker and Lingkai, thankies for making me feel better!!:)

BESTIE dearie:) ah! Estee is so thankful for having you around me. THANK YOU! you know what, Estee finds herself forgetting things easily. i can't recall alot of things in details. that's scary cos my school + project stuffs. seriously, Estee thinks she's stress! ROAR!!

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-9:41 PM

Estee is going for the KOREA FESTIVAL on TUESDAY, which means i'm gonna miss dance. guilty, yet i feel is worth it. cos you know why. ESTEE is given a FREE VIP ticket!! coolios. prayerfully, nothing goes wrong on that day!! Estee suddenly feel lost. must be the Monday blues acting up in me.. ROAR!!

p.s Walking Proud- Ayumi Hamasaki
p.ss Still cant think of the question yet. give me such diff tasks, chey. cant think of anything yet. DIE!!

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-6:06 PM

This flower is for anyone who is feeling down right now:))

Hello Serenity, here you go, this pictures is for you! haas. the colouring is abit off. but i dun care. Estee likes it alot, cos i used the colour pencils which Princess Locker gave me:)) whoots!!!

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-12:25 AM

MACY

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-12:08 AM

Estee wanna go for the Korean Festival! I really do!

p.s One day, Estee wants to be MACY..
p.ss Love in the ice (piano ver.) - DBSK: never fails to make me feel in love:))

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~~Saturday, November 1, 2008~~

-10:37 PM

Estee was too late, and somehow, Estee wanna cry:(
Yupps, i will train hard for next year. *YOU* gotta wait for me..
Heavenly Father......

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-10:11 PM

Hello Dearie LEYCIA:)) honoured to be your SMILING HERO:) you know, Estee has big dreams too:)) shall tell you when we meet up?:)) that includes being a Smiling Hero:) It's ok not telling me about your problems, but Estee just wants to be there for you:) not just as a Smiling Hero but also a Confidante:))

SERENITY!haha! Estee's being a cheater bug! I drew this for you birthday, but Estee feels like posting this up!! whoots! Really glad that you came to tell me what's bothering and all, thanks for being so open:) just to let you know, Estee will try her very best to be there for you, i know that in the future, i might disappoint you, but at the end of the day, please know that i never mean to hurt and disappoint you:)) Estee loves talking at Istana Park. Love the feeling of talking in such 'romantic' place. haas:))

Wee~ Estee really HAPPY today, cos PRINCESS LOCKER bought me COLOUR PENCILS!!! ROAR!! Thank you so much!! Estee is really thankful that little things remind you of me:) ah!! You really make me wanna draw more drawings for you!! ah!! but, Estee thinks all the drawings will look the same at the end of the day. whahahaha:))) Estee loves Princess Locker:))

Estee doesnt care whether her blog is full of words. i just have many things to say. whoots. obviously, most of the time is crap. but still....

p.s Estee does feel sad and all, but then, i see no point in expressing in out. Estee destests crying infront of people, though i intentionally drop a few tears.

p.ss Estee loves the romantic feeling of walking at random places at night, with light breeze brushes against her face, and with the night smell:)

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-12:15 AM

Estee foresees herself talking in 'that' room.

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