Just Sing It-;

~~Friday, October 31, 2008~~

-11:49 PM

Hi, My name is Estee, and i am addicted to blogging:)

p.s Soba ni Ite- MISIA

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-11:15 PM

Estee decided to do some therapy during Lecture today.. Estee loves the HIGHLIGHTER!!

Princess Locker:) haha, Estee doesnt care! She looks like YOU!!

Locking Partner!!! Hope you like it:))

Overall, Estee was super bored during lecture.. Christmas is getting into me!! FA LA LA LA LA!

dearest Serenity:) hope you dun feel bad about gonna skip lecture and all. sorry, i din help you out, today. Estee hopes that she can do her best to teach you toml:) and apologizes for disappearing every now and then, Estee doesnt fancy such horrible stories. hehehehe:))

p.s Any Love- MISIA

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-10:57 PM

Though you are anywhere but here.
Though you are so near but far.
Though you are reachable but noncommunicable.
Estee still feels your presence:)
Certain things reminded me of the times we all had fun together.
Certain actions reminded me of you would react at similar situations.
Certain thoughts reminded me of how we would talked about it.
Estee misses you:)

Saw Shu shu and Tri Sis today. ahh!! Miss exchanging hugs here and there!! though, we are like in the same school (diff course, obviously), we could hardly meet up. it's always the HI's and BYE's we were stucked with. ah, seeing them, makes Estee feels so emotional, ah!! made me wanna tear a little. Estee misses Ah Joong, Shu Shu, Tri Sis, Xin Xin and Vasugi! Somehow, laughing and crying seemed easier with them:) haha, Estee feels so Les. YUCKS!! Even talking seems easier. haha. Estee can even talk bad about them behind their back, beside them, even infront of them. Estee used to drag herself to school, find each day, so tiring, boring. But with them, everything seemed brighter. Even now, Estee still finds it hard not being able to see them everyday. if i can turn back time, Estee wishes to have more time with them, give them many many hugs, and many drawings as well!!

p.s Estee's feeling weird..

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-11:57 AM

No one does blogging like Estee, to what i think la. haha! Estee is really hungry now.. Estee feels like eating either Grilled Fish or Fish and Chips. Yumms. sure, Leycia, you can be my SMILING HERO:) no matter how 'weird' you can be (like Estee), you always make me smile after some frustrations like today. sorry that i feel this way. anyways, i did some therapy. i was super excitedly bought a sketch book, wanna draw and all, but stupid computer tempted me to blog! ah!! you see, once you start at something, it's hard to stop. ah!! Estee is still hungry.. FISH!!

anyways, Estee likes Make it Work- Ne-yo. i listened to it everyday! Estee enjoys hearing sad, love-y, R&B, emotional songs when blogging. whoots!! MAANGGOOOOO, HEHEHEHEHE!:)

This Can Only Be As Good As We Both Make It
Guess Sometimes Its Gonna Hurt
We Can Be As Happy As We Want To Be, Girl
But We Gotta Make It Work
We Gotta Make It Work...

p.s SMILING HERO

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-12:19 AM

Estee wants to believe that she can make IT one day..
Estee wants to believe that she can make a DIFFERENCE..
Estee wants to believe that she can shine like STARS one day..
Estee wants to believe that she can INSPIRE people..
Estee wants to believe that she has a MISSION in this world..
and that includes being a SMILING HERO, being a STAR, being a FRIEND.
For all the lonely souls out there, for all the broken hearts out there, for all the sufferers out there, Heavenly Father cares for you:))

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~~Thursday, October 30, 2008~~

-11:40 PM

Ok, here i am again! Whoots! Estee enjoys blogging for no one to read. haas:)
Today's HH3 training was fun. Initially, to be really honest, i sorta dragged myself to train, cos of the atmosphere so tense and all. but now, somehow, i see myself enjoy every second of it, though i know there's still room for improvement, but at least today, i can say for myself, i enjoyed myself:) YAY-ESTEE!

Estee nearly has blogging-block, till she sees Eulenie-ssi's tag!

EULENE-the PRETTY GIRL
Konbawa! Estee is being random now:)Just wanna say that if Estee's being too direct and hurt you in anyway, forgive me ok? As i am writing this, i was recalling the conversation shared between the both of us:) Haas, when i wore my contacts the first time, you were the one who really complimented me like ALOT of times:) haas. thankies for making me feel good about myself. just to share a little secret, no matter how i 'like' being unglam and all, Estee's still rather conscious about how she looks like, and obviously Estee wants to look pretty:) Thank you Eulenie-ssi:)Anyways, It's fun imitating you, but Estee fails terribly cos' i ended up looking stupid! ah!! i need IMITATION SESSION!!!:))

Estee has decided not to post up the earlier draft i did this evening. HAHA! too bad! Somehow, as days go by, Estee feels that i cannot pass a day without listening to music, moving to the beats, singing to the lyrics. Thank Heavenly Father for everything. whoots! anyways, Estee's feeling rather weird now, i have a combination of happiness, love-ness, down-ness, and weird-ness. Somehow, Estee wishes that someone super NICE will be able to give me THE Birthday Present i've been wishing, dreaming and praying. somehow, Estee feels alot for that present. Estee also wants to go to Korea. somehow, Estee feels that she's gonna leave Singapore. maybe i'm just thinking too much. shucks, it means that i might have to leave everyone and everything behind...

p.s Estee loves Precious- Yuna Ito

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~~Wednesday, October 29, 2008~~

-11:47 PM

Heck la! blog again:) smiles! this time i wanna dedicate a paragraph to LIM MEI LING TRINA, ESTEE'S FAVORITE SIS:))

TRI SIS
I doubt you're gonna read my blog (..yet) ah.. where shall i start. Estee just misses you! ah, suddenly, i have this emotional feeling. oh man!! Estee wanna thank you for everything. Your silly, oblivious actions like Estee's 'BOYFRIEND' makes me love you more!! ah! sound so LES. yucks! anyways, having to know for abt a year. it has been a blessing to me. i totally miss the frustrations i get from you when you are totally UNREACHABLE at times, miss the times, we called each other and study together, miss the times i bully you, miss the times i have to lend you Estee's GREEN highlighter, miss the little notes i wrote for you, miss the little drawings i scribble on your notes. miss sitting with you during lectures and tutorial and being high with you. I find it so hard right now to meet up with YOU, XIN XIN, SHU SHU, AH JOONG, VASUGI,etc. i totally miss you la. doesn't mean Estee din sms you, i din think of you. As you know, Estee is just lazy. MAAANGGGOOO-HEHEHE( Estee's mango + prawn laughter:)) being a year older now, meaning, you have to mature! uh huh! now i know why am i still having like a 15 year-old kid, it's all BECAUSE OF YOU! BOO! heh. anyways, Estee wanna let you know, you are someone (Estee's sis) whom i never wanna lose, cos without you in Estee's life, means that i am losing my childishness and youthfulness. Estee wants to give you many hugs when i see you the next time. Estee is also sorry for not being able to chit with you for long, Estee loathes 'HI's and BYE's'. You're one of my SMILING HEREOS.

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-10:22 PM

Estee is mad. as you can see that, Estee is addicted to blogging. haas, i bet this ^highness will die out once i am like super busy in the near future!! Having blog-hopping around, realised that, in the midst of everything, they are putting on masks to please people, in fact deep inside them, lies a lonely soul, just waiting to be comforted and understood. Estee wanna be a SUPERGIRL, sprinkle some magic dust here and there to make them feel better. Obviously, Estee's a no no Tinker Bell, yo! anyways, everyday, Estee shall pray that people will be able to smile more often, and cry less often. Missy Mango 蝦蝦蝦 loves you:*.

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-9:21 PM

Estee is kinda hooked on to blogging. Somehow, i dun care whether people read anot! Esteedoesnt care! whoots!! Today's Char Char's birthday. din get to wish her, cos my phone was hibernating. haha! CHAR CHAR! BY ANY CHANCE YOU SEE THIS, HAPPIE BIRTHDAY, YO!! ESTEE LOVES YOU!!

ok, i seriously think Estee is super slow. haha. i sorta knew that Ayumi-san was deaf on one ear, but i chose not to believe, cos it's kinda unbelievable, since she's always so strong and making so many beautiful songs!! suddenly feel kinda emotional, ah!! AYUMI-SAN FIGHTO! Estee loves YOU!! She inspired me to love STAGE, and forever, Estee shall remember her! Whoots!

Estee is super glad to have the SISTAS around me, it's like no matter what, they will always be there for me and always willing to have around them, irritating them, and singing around them. haha. and thank you for forgiving me for so many times, 'abandoning' you SISTAS for other people. Estee says THANKIES!:)

HUMMIE:)
Estee's favorite Hummie of all time:) at first, when i was assigned to work together to do the lawyers project, i was afraid that we could'nt click at all, well, Estee is glad over the time, we are able to chit chat even though, there was the topic: TENNIS! haha. i am like so glad that i have some knowledge about it so we won't end up awkward. Estee really enjoys your company, your sudden 'weirdness' is really funny! haha.
(p.s Estee finds your drawing really cute. draw for me one day? i'm not being sarcastic, yo!:))

SZE HUI:)
hello HUI HUI! First of all, Estee is thankful for you buying the pair of havianas for me:) and most all, the correct SIZE! whoots!! oh ya! i havent read finished your book, i think i should return you soon! hahaha. anyways, Thankies for including me whenever we either lunch, studying, bla bla. and really like the way, you refuse any friend to be left behind, always making efforts to make sure they are accompanied!!:)) Whoots! send me some new songs if you have ya?

SWENDY WITH THE 'S'!
hello! haha, Estee enjoys bullying you! wahaha. and i am glad that you are not really affected by it, i am sorry if i have gone too far. let me know ya? though, i find it hard to accept criticisms, i wanna learn how, now:) thankies for treating me to lunch and the MEN'S pocky! yupps, i shant ask people to treat me always:( i am rather BHB. heh.

LINGKAI:)
hello, thankies for appreciating Estee:) anyways, thankies for listening to me and always makes Estee smile with those sms-es you sent occassionally, encouraging me to press on when i sorta lose the motivation. and yupps, Estee loves sausages! yummies to the infinity! haha. and seriously, tickling LINGKAI is so much fun! seeing those little goosepimples suddenly pop up, really amuses me. hahah, i sounded so pervertic! don't care.

CHRISTABEL:)
hello Bel bel:) Estee's singing partner! haha. i still cant master 'Baby don't cry'. it's really a tough song to learn. ah! anyways, Estee is really grateful to you, always so willing to listen to my rubbish Korean. haha. and really thankful for you cos' we really share common interests, liking similar songs, always being there for me, encourage me, and never fails to smile along with me. and yuppies, it's ok to daydream every now and then, because, we humans need to chill, take it slow and be quiet by ourselves. and seriously, Estee is super 'Pei Fu' your discipline and all. let's FIGHTING together, to do well for our projects ya?:))

hello Lil Kay-Cee:)hope you din feel left out when you came to eat lunch with Estee. anyways, feel free to call me if you need someone to accompany you ya? Estee wants to be there for you:) hope you're feeling better about the whole class thingy. you're always loved by TPDE, and of cos, yours truely, Estee:) Cheerie ups!!:)

p.s Estee wants to be SUPERGIRL:)
p.ss MANGO-MADNESS cravings!!!

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-12:01 AM

Estee loves LOCKERS, of cos locking as well:) Estee really glad that PAPA and MAMA appreciated our efforts and all:)) love them lots, cos they are always so willing to come down to our level, having fun and eating together. Whoots!! i wanna be like them when i become a senior next year. Whoots! super exciting!!!

i think PAPA is really a good CHINGU to Estee:)
PAPA: "Estee, u reach hm safe liao? Later u say u got lost. Haha."

JUNWEI- PAPA chingu:))
Hello! first impression- untouchable. meaning, i would never imagine that Estee will be able to talk to you so freely, cos 'kena' intimidated. heh. Estee always enjoy the Locking sessions because, though you may occassionally stress us and all, you still create a light atmosphere for us to learn in such fun and high environment. Estee likes PAPA's rubbery face! haha. so cute. dio^ dio^. Please take care of your backie alright? Dancers need to have strong bones- so drink ANLENE!! hehehe:) Estee wants DONALD DUCK!!:))

JUNJI- MAMA chingu:))
Estee never expects Junji to be so giggly la! haha. super funny!! anyways, really thankies for the cap you gave us. really SWEET of you. despite the 'SECRET', you always do your fullest in training, teaching and cleaning our steps, and also offered to ask GRANDPA to help us( though, he din appear) but still, the effort you put in, Estee is really grateful:)) whoots!! anyways, Estee can't wait for her birthday to come next year! ESTEE WANTS TO EAT SOMETHING NICE, no, no FOOD COURT, or COFFEE SHOP, don't friend you ah!!:))

FLO- the Funky Technical Locker:)
You know what, Estee misses FLO!! where are you?! Estee misses singing random songs with you, misses all your 'mini-lessons'. And also, all the random 'freestyling' to "... let's make LOVE..." Estee loves you. Hope your granny's getting better!!

FIONIE- the Bouncy Cute-sie Locker:)
hello!! Estee loves Fionie cos' she is really nice towards me! Cos she donated $2 so that i can buy Estee's MANGO thingy cake. YUMMS! and love being ^HIGH with you! please give Estee many many discounts if i buy stuffs from your mummy's shop. whoots!! and btw, learn K with Estee and your sis leh:( Estee super poor thing la, no one supports Korean Estee:(

LAVONIE- the SEXXXXYYYY Locker:)
Peekaboo! Estee misses you every now and then, cos you seldom pop out your face whenever we have mini lunches and outings:( sad-ed please. no more, 'secret' problems that prevent you from disappearing from meetings ya? if not NO MANGO SMOOTHIE FOR YOU!!!

JASMINE- the Princess Locker:)
your sudden ^highness is super adorable can!! " WO YAO SHA LE NI!" and your "ZI LIAN" cam-whoring is super fun too!! whoots!! really enjoy your company! thankies for opening up to Estee, even on the first time we really met and chit-chatted on the bus:) whoots! i wanna go JB soon and EAT ALL THE FOOD!

LITING.LEYCIA- Estee's Locking Partner!:)
hello! really appreciated all the love you gave to Estee. and always so willing to learn the ^highness from me (obviously you failed!.. kidding:)) and really not easy to bear with me when i am crazy. GOOD JOB!! Yuppies, anyways, Estee wants to be there for you, yuups, not easy to any-o-how open up to others. so ya, just to let you know, if you need some laughter. i will sms you:" MAAANNNGOOOO..HEHEHEHEHE"

SERENITY- the Adopted One:)
hello! Dance partner! great knowing you! it's been really happening, being around you, being exposed to more Jap stuffs and all. it's really cool. but you know what?? KOREAN IS BETTER! dont care about you!:) Thankies for supporting and encourging Estee, not many people actually sincerely giving me their blessings. i may not know what the future holds, but Estee believes, Heavenly Father has a plan for Estee:) just a favor: Estee really needs you, and you are someone whom i treasure for a lifetime, please encourage me whenever i am down. Estee is also super willing to be by your side, hearing you rant and blah blah. and really glad that you're Estee's older sister at time. whoots! Estee loves being YOUNG!!

Estee's in <3

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~~Monday, October 27, 2008~~

-3:42 PM

Hello Everyone! my FIRST post after such a LONG LONG time:)! can you believe it? Estee-ssi has a blog. ok, have been SUPER excited about it:)) been wanting to have a blog ever since i've been blog stalking for many weeks. heh. tried super hard to get one done yesterday, but due to some i-dunno-what reasons, the template i wanted cant be used. sad-ed:(

Estee is SUPER happie cos' i had so much fun at Leycia's house. Taking random pictures and videos. oh man!! i dun want this day to pass just like this. please give me a 'REPEAT' bottom, to repeat the scenes over and over again. Estee assures you, i won't get sick of it:) it's super SWEET and BUTTER feelings:) Love you girls, Serene, Fionie, Princess Locking, Chio girl Eulenie, Locking Partner!! Of cos, not forgetting Lavonie and Flo!! AH HA! YOU MISSED OUT!!! whoots!:))

ok, Estee is mad. haas. third post of the day.. i seriously hope that Estee's taggie won't die after awhile, if not Estee will be so tempted to delete the taggie away, like last time, soon after, have no motivation to blog. heh. ok, anyways, on my way for dinner at my church aunties' house, i thought about what kind of birthday present i would like to receive next year. NO, it's not SOFTTOYS, though i seriously adore them!!:) NO, not really, colouring books, but rather something special. ok, i always dream that some day Estee will be a XXX, having her own recording studio and dance studio. i wanna have a really nice makeover and have photo shoots at some random studios, and would like to record a song- Estee's birthday song:) ok, yuppies, i dunno how i am gonna make it. heh. Heavenly Father.....

p.s 'MAYBE'<3

p.ss You know what, i am craving for Ramen and Mango-ice. YUMMS:)

p.sss cant wait for Tuesday to come, MANGO SMOOTHIE!:))

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