i wanna blog as much as i can, since no one will be reading, probably yet:) why did i give my studies up because of #$%^&*? but it was suffocating. i dunno whether i can do my tests, i just believe in YOU:) somehow, i hate myself? i hate the part when i become so pitiful, so vulnerable, insecure and dumb. seriously, get your soul back, Estee.
