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Some people just got IT, while Estee just does not have it. Tough living in this world, aye? Suddenly after the first week of addiction, Estee's slowly giving up. whoots!!
Estee is slacking her life away. i probably need to get myself in reality! ahh! Estee seriously needa sharpen up. Estee wishes that she can be more discpline, but everyday, Estee feels she's unable to resist temptation. Heavenly Father...
Good Night Estee! stay away from iam-missymangohehehe.blogspot.com from now on. stay away from potential downloadable sites. stay away from youtube. stay away from everything except your studies. dun like history repeat itself. you promised some stuffs, you cant broke them. it's not fair to Him. have discipline, have faith!:)
Estee probably won't be blogging(hopefully), Estee might take down this blog:) HAHAHAHA!! one thing about listening to Korean lovey-emo song during this hour, makes you feel a little not-yourself. that's how Estee is feeling right now. somehow, everything feels so crappy. i wanna be at home everyday. sometimes, Estee wishes she doesnt need to get out of the house. i feel so detach from everything. should i pon school? haha. crazy.. maybe from toml onwards, i shall start revising my lecture notes. cos Estee is always doodling during lecture. Brain cells are dying everyday.
Estee is really typing alot, but i don't care. cos i cant write that much in my journal, my hand will just be dead. haha. i miss having personal and private time- Me, Heavenly Father, and Journal.AHH!! i feel guilty. ROAR! Estee is hungry!! Estee needs some love. c'mon, if you are in love, please spread some to me!!!:))
( Some people just got IT, while Estee just does not have it. Tough living in this world, aye? Suddenly after the first week of addiction, Estee's slowly giving up. whoots!! )
GOOD NIGHT ESTEE! GOOD MORNING MACY!
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