-10:57 PM
Though you are anywhere but here.
Though you are so near but far.
Though you are reachable but noncommunicable.
Estee still feels your presence:)
Certain things reminded me of the times we all had fun together.
Certain actions reminded me of you would react at similar situations.
Certain thoughts reminded me of how we would talked about it.
Estee misses you:)
Saw Shu shu and Tri Sis today. ahh!! Miss exchanging hugs here and there!! though, we are like in the same school (diff course, obviously), we could hardly meet up. it's always the HI's and BYE's we were stucked with. ah, seeing them, makes Estee feels so emotional, ah!! made me wanna tear a little. Estee misses Ah Joong, Shu Shu, Tri Sis, Xin Xin and Vasugi! Somehow, laughing and crying seemed easier with them:) haha, Estee feels so Les. YUCKS!! Even talking seems easier. haha. Estee can even talk bad about them behind their back, beside them, even infront of them. Estee used to drag herself to school, find each day, so tiring, boring. But with them, everything seemed brighter. Even now, Estee still finds it hard not being able to see them everyday. if i can turn back time, Estee wishes to have more time with them, give them many many hugs, and many drawings as well!!
p.s Estee's feeling weird..